Hi Friends...After a long time, I bring a new love story in front of you. This is story of Kishan and Siya and how they meet after 25 years of gap.
It is a bitter truth that marriages already decided in heaven, that is the reason my blog name is Made in Heaven.
They were in school and going to college with a strong friendship. They knew each other well and understand But there is caste difference. Kishan belongs to the lower caste and Siya belongs to the upper cast. After graduation, Kishan was looking for a job and want to marry Siya but destiny had some other plan for them. Siya's family was never understand the relationship and they want Siya should marry some one their status and class and they did it.
(As a kishan) She was the love of my life. After some time, she was married to some other guy. I lost contact with her. I lost myself. I have joined a government job by then but could not continue due to loneliness and resigned within a year. Spent all my money for 3 years. I was smoking like hell. I was taking alcohol. I lost control of myself. I was sleeping in trains. I went to Varanasi. I stayed with my college friend in Mumbai for few months. My father gave a missing complaint about me because he came to the place where I stayed and found that I resigned from my job. I missed her every second of my life. We promised each other we will be together forever but she could not stay with me. I lost everything in my life. I want to give up but suicide just not happened. She asked me one thing, just one thing never die I am still with you. I am still in your heart forever.
After spending all my money I went to meet my mother. I told her everything and she stood by me. After seeing her I could not control it. I cried for hours. She was scared as hell. She could not talk to me because of my condition. I did not have a bath for a month. Did not shaved nor had a haircut for a year and a half. As she was educated, she gave me Time to open up. My mother told me Be positive and stay strong, said remember the moment you spend with her and you have to fulfill her wishes. She wants to see me a successful person and I am was in the shit. I told her all the thing happened to me. She understood. Maybe she pretended because she does not want to leave me alone again. She supported me. Took me on trips. All she wanted was her child back and I was back. It took me around 1 year to stop smoking, stop vodka, to get back to my senses. I wanted to study. I joined M.tech followed by an MBA. Then I joined Ph.D. in the USA. My mother passed away when I was in USA. A month later my father expired. I didn't want to leave the home where my parents stayed. I haven't gone to the USA afterward. I started teaching at a local college as I did not have any money.
After few months I started to feel lonely again. The same loneliness which had hit me very hard in past. I did not want to go there. I started doing my Ph.D. again (part-time) from a local state University. I completed my Ph.D. within 3.5 years as I have already had the experience of that. My guide knew everything about me. He wanted me to work as an adhoc at the University. I have started teaching in college and working in NGO as well. Still, I am not settled but ready to help everyone.
I have seen so much respect in eyes of my student. We all are working and studying together and they all are like a family to me. Later on, during regular faculty recruitment, I got selected as a senior lecturer at the Same college. It was exactly 18 years of her marriage. I decided that I will not marry as I was still into her. I was living a normal life. Life was going good but It was during admissions I saw her once again. I was one of the members of admissions directors. I was given the duty of talking to parents and students. ( Like counseling and all) Then I saw her coming. The girl who left me 18 years ago. The girl who became a bit old. She came holding some application forms and some challan along with her daughter who resembles my girl. I was shocked. I did not know how to respond. I just tried to behave normally. She recognized me. we had some casual talk. Formalities have done and they left.
I usually teach the second year until then the girl used to wish me in corridors. I did not have her special importance because I did not want her to get close to me but now I have started teaching from the First semester to all. After some time she used to come to my cabin and ask some doubts and eventually she became close to me. I felt emotionally attached to her. Maybe because I was emotional or maybe because I am all lonely. I taught her 2 more subjects in the following semesters. I do not remember talking to her about her mother. We were now like friends. I gave her birthday parties. I used to take her out. She started to date, someone. I also met him few times. It was all like a family. And On the farewell day of this girl's batch, we were talking and we started talking about her mother.
She said to me Mom got divorced when I was 5. From then she is the one who brought me up all alone. I know she is all alone. I also know how you know Mom. I also know that you still did not forget her. I was in shock but I knew she was talking sense.
The next day I talked to her on phone. It was around more than 20 years later I talked to her. I realized that I should marry her.
I proposed to her. She rejected. She told me everything about how her family forcefully married someone else but she was ready to give chance to her marriage but then her husband left. She wants to meet me but could not connect and do not want to marry again for anyone.
I used to go to her home. Used to talk to her. We cried together about ourselves. We got married. For the first time after 20 years, I am having a family. It is a fantastic feeling. I am very happy. I am finally living. All this is because of my mother's blessings.
So this is my story and it is true that it already decided in Heaven.
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